Tuesday, September 11, 2012

More from the Archives...

More shots from my series of portraits I took last during during a bike trip in Quebec.



"Anonymous Boy in Street", Quebec, Canada, 2011. Juliana Beasley.




 
"Anonymous Cashier in Grocery Store", Quebec, Canada, 2011. Juliana Beasley.

Monday, September 10, 2012

From the Archives...



Last year I traveled up to Quebec to go on a week long bike trip. It seems like it is has become impossible to take vacations anymore without bringing my camera and finding a project around every corner I turn. So, here is one shot, I discovered in my external hard drive named Franz. I can't remember this boy's name. He was standing out front in his driveway with two of his friends. The hood of his car was open and they were working away at fixing the engine.



"Anonymous Ado in Front of House", Quebec, Canada. Summer 2011. Juliana Beasley.




 I have others of him that I might post later.

Friday, August 31, 2012

Finally The Rockaways....

This weekend, I hope both Saturday and Sunday, I will trek out to the Rockaways to catch up with old friends and I hope new friends, as I troll the streets with my Rollei wrapped around my neck. This is the first time I am going out to the Rockaways this entire summer and honestly, I really missed the people and the place.

There is nothing like the Rockaways. And I believe there are many out there who would agree. One thing I can say for sure. I have been taking the long subway trip out there for 10 years counting this year and now this summer and things are changing. Change comes slowly to the Rockaways and this is perhaps one of the most charming part of the peninsula.

The once forgotten neighborhood (no, I do not speak of all of the peninsula, only certain pockets) beacon to many of the disregarded is now on the map and highlighted in trendy on-line and printed journals. Yes, hipsters have discovered and flocked to the hidden city beach paradise over the last couple of years. But you can't take the real salt of the Rockaways or at least the neighborhoods where I have been photographing. Over the last decade so many of my subjects have died. I used to get off the train and many familiar faces would great me as I exited the MTA on 116th Street. I miss those kind greetings. So, much can change in 10 years.

These are a couple of simple shots I took outside of a new pub that I frequent. 



"Outside of RBI #1", Rockaways, NY, 2011. Juliana Beasley.
 


Add captio"Outside of RBI #2", Rockaways, NY, 2011. Juliana Beasley.n




"Outside of RBI #3", Rockaways, NY, 2011. Juliana Beasley.




"Outside of RBI #4", Rockaways, NY, 2011. Juliana Beasley.



Thursday, August 16, 2012

Hard as Nails. Paper Thin.





"Self-Portrait in Bed #1", Brooklyn, NY, Summer 2012. Juliana Beasley



"I am Paper Thin #1", Brooklyn, NY, Summer 2012. Juliana Beasley.

Saturday, August 11, 2012

This is as personal as it gets...

"Untitled Toes #1", Brooklyn, NY, Summer 2012. Juliana Beasley



"Untitled Toes #2", Brooklyn, NY, Summer 2012. Juliana Beasley



"Untitled Toes #3", Brooklyn, NY, Summer 2012. Juliana Beasley




"Untitled Toes #4", Brooklyn, NY, Summer 2012. Juliana Beasley




"Untitled Toes #5", Brooklyn, NY, Summer 2012. Juliana Beasley

Friday, August 10, 2012

Why Take Pictures?


 "Observation #1", MA, Summer 2012. Juliana Beasley


Sometimes I ask myself the question: "Why do I take pictures?" I feel I have a responsibility to myself to check in and be honest to myself about something that has taken up a large chunk of my life and head space.

Like most of us, it's easy to live the day to day, week to week or for some of us paycheck to paycheck without reflecting upon a greater purpose in our lives. Sometimes, we start out with one goal and never consider that the goal that once suited us at 25 years old no longer suits us at 45. And many us us get stuck, stagnate and forget why we even decided to choose one road over another. Sometimes, we end up sitting at a desk in some cubicle with stale air and forget that we even had dreams. I haven't occupied a real desk but figuratively, I know what it feels like to just sit, sit, sit and sit.

As I approach my 45th birthday, I am becoming more aware that my dreams and goals have changed. Or better said, I know what matters to me most in this lifetime.

I still want to take pictures after 25 years of studying, consuming and making photographs.  However, the reasons have changed.




 "Observation #2", MA, Summer 2012. Juliana Beasley




We can either adapt and change or we can chose to hold onto the past. Life gives you lessons in reality and if you listen well enough you can learn, adapt and make changes. I am in the process of trying to listen to my heart. And I find that often the heart and mind come into conflict. The mind will often generate words with great rational that will often drown out the simple and clear messages of the heart. This is why I began to mediate and take it very seriously.

These photographs were taken during this summer when I went to meditate on an ashram.

I took the following series of photographs during a walk with my girlfriend, Victoria in a wildlife sanctuary in Massachusetts. I remember feeling like an untainted and naive photo student as I observed and framed the pockets of algae, fallen branches, pine needles and other debris along the edge of the pond through the lens of my camera. I longed to make sense and order of nature's haphazard leftovers and tuck them in neatly and very pretty in a rectangular box.




 
"Observation #3", MA, Summer 2012. Juliana Beasley




Victoria and walked ahead of me. When I caught up to her, she turned around and said, "Beasley you are out of your element. I never pictured you as a nature photographer." And neither did I. After, all the intense moments shared with various subjects over the years, I never thought I would be so satisfied and satiated looking through a lens at green murky water. No drama. No chaos. No anxiety coursing through my veins before hitting the shutter. Just the simple air popping sounds of gas bubbles floating to the surface of the pond and bursting open.





 "Observation #4", MA, Summer 2012. Juliana Beasley



August 10, 2012

The Reasons I Still Take Photographs:

I get to hang out with people who interest me. 

I get the chance to meet people I normally might not have the chance to meet.

I get the chance to connect with a subject either (or sometimes all) creatively, emotionally, and spiritually.

I get the opportunity to make pictures that can somehow touch others when they look at it.

I can tell a story that needs to be told.

I can focus my attention on my surroundings.

I have a keepsake and a record of a moment gone.









Sunday, July 1, 2012

Purple Flower Skirt and Green Grass



 "Purple Flowers and Green Grass", Prospect Park, Brooklyn, NYC, 7/2012. Juliana Beasley


For the last couple of months, perhaps longer I have wanted to begin a series of self-portraits as part of a new project. But, how to photograph myself? I had so many questions... everything from the technical to how I wanted to represent myself as I am right now at this time in my life.

I had fleeting glimpses or sketches in my head of myself posed in various locations, in various costumes or even without clothing at all. I feel the need to expose myself as honestly and as intimately as I have tried to photograph my subjects. And to revel in all my flaws and imperfections... that which like the word vulnerability has become an intrinsic part of my vision.

I have yet to go out to the Rockaways and perhaps, shoot what I have said to my closest friends would be my last summer working on a very long term project...a project that has much significance to me.

Lately, my creativity is sharing a space in my mind. I have begun to concentrate more on my health.  One gives life to the other. Without my emotional, physical and spiritual health, I am not only worthless to myself but to my photography and even more importantly to others.

Just yesterday, I took a walk with Howard. I took him to our special place in Prospect Park... a quiet nook where few people gather even on busy summer weekends. We lingered in the shade on a sweltering summer day-- Howard to hot to be bothered to run after his ball. I poured some water into a travel dog bowl I carry in my bag for him. He lapped away as I wiped away the sweat dripping from my eyebrows with a worn bandana.

I was wearing my new skirt... one that is shaped so stylishly and in fashion this summer. A pattern of purple flowers dappled on white fabric covered my thighs. When I looked down to my knees, calves and toes extended in front of me, I noticed how lovely the colors of the skirt, my skin and the green grass played of of each other so naturally.  I felt very feminine. A rare and rich moment. I felt the quiet and solace of being alone with my dear friend, Howard whose lack of conversation felt like a simple hushed blessing.

And this is my first self-portrait. I picked up my phone and took the image and loved it right away. I posted it on Facebook. I hoped that my inspiration was finally rekindled.

Today, I went back today with my digital camera and restaged the image. As with all redramatizations, I'm not sure I got the same sprinkling of sunlight upon my calves or the fall of my skirt but for now, I am satisfied.